and Then suddenly you see,
Your part cut from me,
Influence lacking,
I grow from a new seed,

I get up from a night,
Where the lights seem to shine,
The liquor seems to flow,
and the women are cheap,

I remember nights,
I would cry,
I wished for dark,
Dreamt how I'd fall to my feet,

Lost without you,
My first real love,
Scrambled to keep you,
Until push became shove,

Connecting pieces of shards,
I created the truth,
Of all that you left me;
This blatant proof,

That I wasn't living,
Only dreaming with you,
A world I was perfect in,
and together we grew,

One day something changed,
and startled me awake,
I finally REALLY could see,
The wrong in my make,

How to start over?
What should I say?
Where do I begin?
What of my fate?

All that I asked,
Was answered at once,
I start today,
I now am one.